existence

as I walked into the room
all eyes stared
as if they were set right to my soul
I feel naked
helpless

as I sat down
the eyes gave me a menacing look
as if I was worthelss
and did not belong there

as I stared right after
the eyes quickly swift
as if something interesting suddenly occured elsewhere
left me unnoticed
and felt the rejection big time

I was lost in my own home
they invaded it in a blink of an eye
and made I the prisoner
for something I never knew or done

I was the alien in my own planet earth
as my space shrunk in a split-second time
and got caught in the middle
with no air to breath in
and now,
I am losing myself