The Little Girl in Me

Swing me, darl
Take me to end of this revolving earth
Love me, darl
Like nothing else that you ever loved
Let’s dance under the night sky
With bright stars high above as our candle light
And please do butterfly kissed me
And hugged me forever for this one night
And let me look at your face and feel your presence
And allow me to make a permanent tattoo of you in my brain’s grey cells
Make me love you instead of hate you
For your absence left an empty dark room in me
Now, now, caress me darl
Blow a gigantic balloon for me
Bought me big colorful lollies
And pinkish cotton candy called fairy floss
Take me to the park and ride the ferries wheel
Stood by my side on the merry-goes-around
And let me choose the most beautiful unicorn there is
Adore me for a day will you
And when I fall asleep after all that
You have my permission to be back to your grave
Do whatever you do on the other side
For when I woke up I know that I once was loved by you
I once was the centre of your universe

Being Away

The wind is howling dear
It crack my fucking heart out
And the freezing breeze it brings
Left I wander in the land of nothingness

The jumbled texts that you sent me dear
Did nothing but frustrate me
And the warmth that you meant to send
Burnt in the smoking wire line

The calling is near dear
But I don’t feel the usual chill
And the love and joy that it should’ve bring
Evaporated even before it was felt

I want more

I yearn for more
what's the point of waiting
for flying high might be as joyous as free falling
the thrill that soared from the gut
the shriek, the rush of blood to your miserable heart
just take the dagger then
cut me open and smell the flesh
burn the silver lining under my skin
and taste the freshly open vein
so that you know
that I yearn for more