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Friday, January 19, 2007

the consolation of dying

hear, hear now child
my day has come
to sail and to hail
the sea of the unknown

kiss, kiss, now child
for tomorrow we do not need to sorrow
but to start a new journey
of the ultimate certainty

night, night, now child
remember we shall never be parted
for I and you will always be one

I am you
and you are I

fortunately now I should leave
be brave now child
for thousands of dawn away
we will hug each other again

existence

as I walked into the room
all eyes stared
as if they were set right to my soul
I feel naked
helpless

as I sat down
the eyes gave me a menacing look
as if I was worthelss
and did not belong there

as I stared right after
the eyes quickly swift
as if something interesting suddenly occured elsewhere
left me unnoticed
and felt the rejection big time

I was lost in my own home
they invaded it in a blink of an eye
and made I the prisoner
for something I never knew or done

I was the alien in my own planet earth
as my space shrunk in a split-second time
and got caught in the middle
with no air to breath in
and now,
I am losing myself